Healing Process

Was it so wonderful to express the word love to someone that we love?

I never thought that i'm in love again and i never thought that  my love to someone is now over. It happened too fast before we even knew each other. Tryna be a strong guy to face all this reality. It has been 5 months since we broke up, the healing process is still on its way. The word move on is simple to say but so hard to turn it into reaction. Why it so damn hard? I don't know.

Hope everything is alright very soon.

Hopers
Lee

Expérience

Yes, life is unpredictable

u don't know what will happen in future, u don't even know what will happen to you hours later. it is a surprise that u can't figure it out. nobody can predict. maybe some of your prediction turned out to be really happened but it's just a coincidence. normal phenomenon dude.

like what i've been through now, i never expect that i'm now living in Kuala Lumpur, these concrete jungle has thought me a lot. in the house where am living in, the tenant itself seems like giving me signal to like "please, now your need to learn how to live by yourself". the signal itself makes me awake, wide awake actually to explore the real life. how am going to bring my-one-self-and-only to these new world.

i don't want to just exist, cause i know am more than that, i really want to contribute back what i've been through to the public, society, acquaintance. i really want to. every now and then we just have to patient on everything because everyday we will face problems. what you are going to eat that day is also a problem that u need to solve that is example of  simplest problem. how about a big massive problem? how you're going to deal with it? whether u like it or not you must to like search some ways on how to deal with it. 

problem comes from many ways, even your close friend do contribute to your daily problem. for me, this is the hard one, because you have to deal perfectly to not let them offended. sometimes i couldn't even control my anger, sometimes i think it just okay if i just let them be. they also teach and make me experienced various problem. see, close friend also contribute to the number of your problem. but, the sweet thing is they are also shoulder that you can lean on, person that you can share your problem, person that will help you out when you are in trouble. different person different ways, different struggle, different approach. deal!

in closing, whatever happened, keep your head held up. when you fall down, get up! its a long way to go and break a leg! don't loose hope as always is always by your side..have faith!

hardness paid eventually.

french kiss..

internship?

salam,

hello earthlings! hello February *better late than never

am at Shah Alam now, doing some office stuffs for instance key in supplier data, fill up voucher for GST and many more. at least, i got an idea on how to use excel. its a relief as i have a lil idea on how to use excel. as i don't have any interest to learn it.

so far, i enjoy doing my intern here, but the awkward moment is not over yet..lot more to explore..my supervisor was very busy as a bee.

Unforgettable Experience! everybody surely have it..

Assalamualaikum. w.r.t

L&G..

today i would love to share some of my momentus experience i had this week. enjoy!

It was a great experience i had last day where i've been talking about solidarity in ikim.fm and also to promote Usim's program which is  CIPTA together with the team. they asked for my view regarding future solidarity that require me to study more and more. i just can't forget i have to study all out as a preparation for that night. keep reviewing articles i got from internet to make sure i will familiar with all questions. even i was very sleepy at that time. but i keep motivating myself not to deceived others trust. because, they are all believe that i can do it and also to makes my family proud of me. indeed, they are all wind beneath my wings!

so, alhamdulillah, it went very well. we got lots of compliment from my family, friends and the team as well. for me, it was a huge opportunity in order to bring back the confidence i lost and what not. 

well, the promotion is still going on now and it is hope the dewan besar Usim will be full of crowd. amin.

Program: CIPTA

Date      : 13 Sept 2014

Venue    : Dewan Besar Usim.

here i share some photos we captured right after we finished the session.

a friend in need, is a friend in deed!

assalamualaikum and hi i bid to one and all..

its been forever am not posting anything here. btw, today is the 2nd ramadhan and am not feeling that well since my tummy is not in a good condition. i hope it will be okay soon. 

am on holiday and i enjoy myself staying at home without thinking about exam, class and what not. but still i miss all the moment together with my lolal friends, my funky housemates and my havoc classmates. they are all making my life so beautiful. what am wanna share here is the importance of friend our life. is friend is so so so crucial for us? absolutely yes!

can u imagine ur life without friends on ur side? woahhh its a nightmare. ur life isn't beautiful as u thought to be. no one is caring for u, no one will help u whenever u need them, no one will listen to ur problem, no one will backing u up when u been bullied.. u will end up ur life with stress unhappy. i just can't imagine that! 

how ur life with friends? its beautiful. u have someone who will listen u, someone that can make u feel happy, someone that u can create a momentus memories with, someone that can make ur life meaningful, someone that u can lean on whenever u have problem in uni and many more.

being alone is very me, but to have a friends on ur side is a things that u can't imagine how fun it is. 

  

this is my friend at usim, they are havoc, funky and loving. hahaha...where the memories is created! love them..lolal in myheart..

a gleefully day with Dr. Ummi for strategic management subject!

Assalamualaikum w.r.t lad & gents
today i would like to share my first and foremost impression towards this subject! all i can say that this subject was brilliant and superb where i felt i can move further in understanding this subject under Dr ummi’s and pn nurulhuda’s guidance. the first meeting with Dr ummi, she urged us to form a group. i was wondering why she told us to do so? is it a brainstorming session? oh my! how i hate this..but, proverb says “every dark cloud has a silver lining”..am sure there’s something behind all of this..so i just followed the command gave by her..then she distribute newspapers to every each of the group..then, she ask us to make a high building “as high as we can do” and “as concrete as we can make”..so we in the force of eight trying so hard to build the concrete and high building. can i say, we work under pressure…plus, we have to finish the building with a very short time given by Dr ummi..how can? with a very powerful cooperation shown by the group members we eventually finished building the high and 50% concrete building…or maybe less than that or whatever…what i can say here it was a gleefully and very enjoyable class for this very early semester..lots of moral we can learnt from the session. first of all, we learnt how to except others opinion..in a group, there must be lots of ideas, suggestions, recommendations and many more..so, we have to except and try to implement what they suggest..even it was an absurd idea..we have to except it! because, sometimes the absurd idea will be the most favorable thing we ever made..next, we learnt how to make a strategy. to make a strategy is not as simple as abc. for sure it consume lots of time. but, by doing so, it may help us to lubricant whatever problem we faced in running the project and it is imperative to be practice not only in a group but also in our daily basis..it’s true! and last but not least we will strengthen the bond of our relationship with our friends and also with the lecturer..so, i do think it wasn’t a wasting or aimlessly project..but, it was a superb with full of moral values inside it..i just love it! thumbs up! special thanks is goes to Dr. ummi for giving us this unforgettable, priceless and momentus opportunity as a warm up to start the very new semester…that is all from now..i will nagging around more soon…haha..
assalamualaikum w.r.t.

pengkonotasian politik...

Ade lapan hari lagi untuk kite membuat percaturan untuk memilih siapakah yang paling layak untuk kite angkat sebagai peneraju masa hadapan rakyat Malaysia. sudah pasti ia menjadi perbualan hangat tidak kira di mana jua termasuklah di kedai kopi mahupun di shopping complex. masing-masing mempunyai pendapat mereka yg tersendiri terhadap seseorang pemimpin yg memerintah. namun, sedarkah kita bahawa masih ad segelintir masyarakat yg masih memandang sepi soal politik ini. bahkan masih ad yg tidak mengetahui apakah itu politik? justeru, bagi memenuhi their curiosity on what is politic actually is..this entry might provide u some idea about it..

Actually, perkataan politik berasal daripada bahasa latin, seterusnya diterjemahkan dengan perkataan yang sama dalam pelbagai bahasa dunia, samada bahasa Barat atau Timur. Makna dan maksudnya ialah mentadbir, memerintah, memimpin dan mengendalikan urusan.

Dalam bahasa Arab pula ia disebut dengan perkataan siyasah, daripada perkataan - sasa, yasusu, siyasatan -. Disebut dalam hadis Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud, “Kaum Bani Israil di zaman dahulu yang menjadi pemimpin siyasah mereka ialah para Nabi, setiap orang Nabi yang dimatikan diganti oleh Nabi selepasnya, tiada lagi Nabi selepasku, akan ada para khalifah (pemimpin yang memerintah), mereka itu ramai. Para sahabat bertanya: apakah perintah (pesanan) Rasulullah terhadap kami? Sabdanya: tunaikan bai’ah (ikrar taat setia) dengan keutamaan yang pertama dan berikutnya. Berikan hak mereka kepada mereka, sesungguhnya Allah akan menyoal mereka berkenaan urusan kepimpinan yang diminta supaya mereka menunaikannya.”

Perkataan siyasah tidak disebut di dalam al-Quran, tetapi maksudnya termasuk dalam perkara yang dinaskan secara nyata, para ulama menegaskan ia termasuk dalam maksud perkataan "khilafah" yang dinyatakan al-Quran, yang menjadi salah satu daripada tujuan manusia dicipta oleh Allah Taala.

Firman Allah Taala :

“Ingatlah ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para Malaikat; Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan khalifah di muka bumi. Mereka (Malaikat) lalu berkata; Mengapa Engkau hendak menjadikan (khalifah) di bumi itu mereka yang akan melakukan kerosakan dan menumpahkan darah, padahal kami sentiasa bertasbih dengan memuji dan mensucikan Engkau? Tuhan berfirman; Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui.” (Al-Baqarah:30)

Para ulama seperti al-Mawardi di dalam kitabnya Al-Ahkam al-Sultaniyyah, Ibn Khaldun di dalam kitabnya Al-Muqaddimah, Abu Ya'la dalam kitabnya Al-Ahkam al-Sultaniyyah, mereka masing-masing meletakkan siyasah (politik) dalam kewajipan Khilafah dan Imamah :

“Tugas imamah (kepimpinan negara) itu diwujudkan bagi melaksanakan kewajipan khilafah yang pernah dilakukan oleh kenabian bagi memelihara agama dan siyasah (politik) mentadbir urusan keduniaan. Bagi melaksanakannya, hukumnya wajib dengan Ijma’(para ulama).”

Urusan politik termasuk dalam perkara ilmu feqah dengan bab dan fasal serta furu’nya. Ada juga kalangan ulama menulis secara khusus dengan nama imamah, atau ahkam sultaniyyah atau siyasah syar’iyyah. Kesemua aspek ini tidak boleh dipisahkan di antara satu sama lain. Ibnu Ato'illah as-Sakandari menyebut dalam mukadimah kitab al-Hikam (kitab yang terkenal dalam ilmu tasawwuf), menaqalkan kata-kata Imam Malik :

“Sesiapa yang bertasawwuf dalam keadaan tidak memahami ilmu feqah, maka sesungguhnya dia menjadi zindiq (ajaran sesat yang menyeleweng aqidahnya) dan sesiapa yang mendalami feqah dalam keadaan tidak mengambil kira ilmu tasawwuf maka dia menjadi fasiq dan sesiapa yang menghimpunkan kedua-duanya maka dia berada dalam keadaan yang benar.”

Oleh itu, kite haruslah memilih pemimpin yg menjalankan tanggungjawab mereka dengan bijak. sifat seperti siddiq, amanah, fatanah dan tabligh tidak boleh kurang kpd seorang pemimpin yg memimpin sesebuah legacy rakyat. kerana, untuk membawa rakyat ke arah kebenaran, tidak boleh tidak, kite haruslah mengikut atau meneladani ap yg telah digariskan oleh baginda Rasulullah s.a.w. By doing so, legacy rakyat will automatically will be in excellent condition. sy teringat akan statement ustaz saya die ckp: "kalo kite org islam, masih bute x mau ikut ulama', nk jugak follow org yg selingkuh and yang terang lagi bersuluh dah mmg x betul..bodohlah!". die ckp mnde ni mase skul mnengah and sy still igt lagi smpi skrng even mcm kasar tpi mmg ade betulnye. so, it obviously shown that kalo kite follow org yg x betul, kite pn jadik x betul lah..so, make a bold decision, ade lapan hari lagi. jgn beri tanggungjawab kepada org yg bkn haq! sbb mnde yg nmpk mcm remeh ni pn  akn ditanya di akhirat kelak..therefore, tolong berhenti menegakkan benang yg basah...semoge bermanfaat!

source: http://www.tarbawi.my