u don't know what will happen in future, u don't even know what will happen to you hours later. it is a surprise that u can't figure it out. nobody can predict. maybe some of your prediction turned out to be really happened but it's just a coincidence. normal phenomenon dude.
like what i've been through now, i never expect that i'm now living in Kuala Lumpur, these concrete jungle has thought me a lot. in the house where am living in, the tenant itself seems like giving me signal to like "please, now your need to learn how to live by yourself". the signal itself makes me awake, wide awake actually to explore the real life. how am going to bring my-one-self-and-only to these new world.
i don't want to just exist, cause i know am more than that, i really want to contribute back what i've been through to the public, society, acquaintance. i really want to. every now and then we just have to patient on everything because everyday we will face problems. what you are going to eat that day is also a problem that u need to solve that is example of simplest problem. how about a big massive problem? how you're going to deal with it? whether u like it or not you must to like search some ways on how to deal with it.
problem comes from many ways, even your close friend do contribute to your daily problem. for me, this is the hard one, because you have to deal perfectly to not let them offended. sometimes i couldn't even control my anger, sometimes i think it just okay if i just let them be. they also teach and make me experienced various problem. see, close friend also contribute to the number of your problem. but, the sweet thing is they are also shoulder that you can lean on, person that you can share your problem, person that will help you out when you are in trouble. different person different ways, different struggle, different approach. deal!
in closing, whatever happened, keep your head held up. when you fall down, get up! its a long way to go and break a leg! don't loose hope as always is always by your side..have faith!
hardness paid eventually.
french kiss..
